yay yay im going to the play at esplanade. teater nostalgia mat rock and minah kental, here i come! the last "Reflections of a Misunderstood Mat Rockers" documentary i went to was an eye-opener. it was, in my opinion, a commendable effort considering the whole thing was the brainchild and work effort of an artist and not some directeur. there were also appearances from several leading figures from the local rock scene. im expecting the play to be uber-cooland content lots of lessons of the misunderstood mat rockers.

i guarantee that its going to be worth ur money more that going to 5566's live concert in spore.

hey, mat rockers are way cooler than 5566.

haha dont try to bet your farm against that cos u probably aint got one.

woahh..its wise of you not to retaliate. its not needed anyway. since i made it clear that u were not even thought of while the entry was spontaneously written out. i can swear.

still in doubt?

check out aufa's and naz's blog and deduce whether their weblog influenced my written entry much more than yours. im glad they are mature enough not to create a hoo-haa about it like someone did. hah.

i believe thats bcos they took upon it as something positive, if they ever terasa that it was somehow related, and not as a snide comment at themselves.

i also believe its unnecessary for an individual to get all concerned by the entry to the extent of unnecessary slander, unless of cos, he/she has an uncanny resemblance to the negative character that was cited.

some people think wat they do or write are under the scrutiny and watchful eyes of others. they think the world revolves around them. get real.

i choose to forget abt it since u have chosen not to retaliate.

but it doesnt mean its cool to drag my gf into the picture by accusing that i got bitchy values from her. well, its typical of you to say such things nonchalantly, as i recently found out. so much for you apologising to her for your actions in that
incident. To only launch another attack at her with your accusation.

so much for your "can you give me [your fren's] e-mail address as well?
i would like to apologise to her."

bullshit. that apology never did arrive.

i spit at that facade u bestow upon your sorry self.

if ur just apologising just for the sake of apologising, or bcos ur loved one was so down and out abt losing his friendship and u felt u were the cause, don't be a hypocrite. just save your fake apology.

and to think u hate hypocrites. like double woah.

they aint got my back and neither have i got theirs. its all merely your wishful conjecture. or should i say baseless assumption? this is just between YOU and ME. other people read your broadcasts, and give comments, thats your problem.

again, i choose to forget abt it since u have chosen not to retaliate.

i have made it clear with that 3rd sentence of the 1st paragraph. if u still have any problems or discontentment u want to menyek menyek about, u can get my e-mail from your sibling and we can have a talk on msn.

oh i forgot, your sibling doesnt even want to have a convo with u. and to think i tried to play the peace maker with his issues revolving you. likewise with that previous incident. that was why u got away with that "sincere" apology.

but that was before now.

now = im utterly disgusted at your behaviour.

_ _ which ever way u want it.

i have so much respect for your sibling though. that never changes.

so whatever it is, if u have any other emotional torture over what i've written, u can get my email add from your loved one as well.

i take responsibility for what i write. unlike some people.

Zordon: "Ranger, dont waste your freaking time explaining things.
Get back to HQ now.."

oooh..in my humblest opinion, i suspect somebody got all terasa abt wat i wrote in my previous post. woah i nearly shit twice in my pants when i read her post and her assessment of someone who i suspect was me.

A study in human sociology suggest that human beings tend to react a bit strongly than usual when issues regarding somthing negative abt them are brought up. They would then proceed to a defensive mode whereby everyone else is an evil zordonic being who looks like the cross btween ninja turtles and a bitchy mutherfucker, except of course, themselves. The description above is of course a bit exaggerated but the actual content still remained untouched.

i was surprised at her way of thinking. Although i dun give a fuck that she thought that the entry was somehow related to her, i felt it was needed to make it clear. im positively sure that my state of mind during the 15min process of writing that entry, didnt even revolve around her, what more directed to her. It was more towards someone related to her(and some other emo-shanal guys i found). It was from an aspect, an abstraction of an advice i could give to a friend to salvage his sinking friendships.

I was pointed out by someone, that maybe the word dendeng may be the triggering factor which resulted her to think that way. In which i would reply that it had nothing to do with it either cos millions of people crave for it. really.

But somehow, i managed to find something positive abt whatever she said.

im glad there are people who tink i make a fucking great pair with my gf haha..woah..so people noe we are in a relationship seh bi..we dont need to keep things under wraps and deny when our friends ask us seh..wah piang..wah lau whey some people think i go steady-steady with u ar then i become bitchy2 liaoz..and then no more good boy liaoz..they think u influenced me with all that negative input and as a result i lost my values liaozz...woah how can like that one...but luckily ah..i managed to retain a part of my lost values ahh..i remembered to inform my sibling that i go steady-steady with u liaozz..must RESPECT mahh..cos my sibling also ur fren mahh..wahh i didnt expect i had the decency to do that liaoz..considering some ppl thought i lost my values..

i could write more, but zordon reminded me:

"Ranger, all these are merely assumptions and conjectures on your part although you are neither blind nor stupid to have missed her assessment of you and her accusation that u picked bitchy values from ur gf even though she "sincerely" apologised to ur gf for sumtink sumtink that she did before. Being the cool ranger that you are, dont react the same way as some people did.."

Pending on further directed comments which may infuriate me, i may decide to write more.

"my friends dont want me anymore..haizz..i feel tattered inside..what life is this..so much loneliness..life sucks..whyyyyyy!! wei she maaaa??!!
(a combo of whinings and laments of a typical emo-stricken teenager)

the statement above is to reflect some of the emo-fied entries i have ever come across. most of these entries detail the most mundane daily activities as its content and on top of it, broadcast emo whines of their daily emotional torture so as to alleviate their sufferings. "oooh..im so sad and depressed..i need dendeng ice-cream and some pop music to alleviate my soul..."


when in actual fact, all those shit written were just raptures of their pessimistic trance, which also potrays their view of living their lives. Instead of spending moolah on internet bills to act all depressed and deprived, u might as well spend it on a retail therapy binge. Or donate the dollars to the less fortunate, who are the ones actually depressed and deprived. hey,its less work than trying to keep up with that emo facade.

whats up with everybody trying to step 'emo'? u mean its e new coolest phenomenon? being emo = being cool to the zabb? being emo makes u unique and different from others? being emo gets u more sympathy from ppl and potrays u in a better light? like woah. i say bullshit. the world doesn't need any more pseudo-depressed shitheads than it already has. instead of pondering endlessly why u have no more friends and how unloyal they are to have left u, u shld actually reflect on yourself why they actually left u. You could try soaking ur bloody big ego in cold water and hope that it will contract, or u could choose to put in effort and do it on your own and reflect on yourself.

why dont we have a positive outlook of life, be happy and conform to the concept "suka-ria"?

instead of:

boy1: eh mat kau concept apa? aku concept emo ahh..
boy2: eleh..aku emo-punk ahhh..emo aku dgr lagu backstreet boys, punk aku dgr lagu blink182 ahhh..cool gile tak?


although concept "suka-ria" may be embraced and plagiarised by mats, minahs and budak2 kecik and not be as cool and mysterious as being emo, and it could also be ostracised as being too melayu, but heck, it makes u a happier person and would give u direction in life.

think about it.

After watching the comedy "Cinta Luarbiasa" on vcd, i have come to conclude that Gabriel Heinze from Manchester United looks more like Nasha Aziz than Misha Omar.

That experience also made me come to a conclusion that beauties could cloud an individual's judgement. Beware of beautiful ladies. They are dangerous.

But of course, if you are cool enough, u could possess one, like yours truly.

btw,
SELAMAT HARI RAYA . EID MUBARAK

to all you donkeys reading this.

Sori kene panggil donkey..Maaf Zahir dan Batin yerr..

i think the navel is one of the most underrated feature of a female. the act of navel-bearing is the most underestimated personification of sexiness. it exudes vibes of excitement. i cant define wat the heck is ppl's view of sexiness nowadays. kanina.



but of cos, not those berkerak-like-frosted-milo-powder kind of navels.