someone said to me, shrieking in a high-pitched nasal twang "wah lau..why your blog intro so boring one?? at least put your likes and dislikes lehh..i want to know more..i wantchhh!!"

As i laughed at the quality of her voice, reminiscent of N'sync caressing themselves as they sang along the verse of "Dirty pop..." mmmmmmm....i answered her question spontaneously, in between laughs.

I settled down and answered her question in a serious demeanour. Being the very serious person that i am, btw im always dead serious haha. yeah so i answered her..

okay nvm, lets put into theoratical context what i answered her.

i replied that i might include them if she asked me to write my profile in her primary school diary, added with an ultra-cute poem which goes

" i have a pen, my pen is blue
i have a fren, my fren is you! "


But i felt it was unneeded for the troublesome task of including wat i like and dislike because they are a compilation of varied answers. And not everyone bothers to read it anyway, like yours truly.

Intrigued at why i don't bother to read them, i set off to read what people write as their likes and dislikes on their blogs haha.

Some examples made me laugh..haha..especially the dislikes section..because in my opinion, they are contradicting.

apparently, i think the space people use to write their like and dislikes are just used to brag about themselves being the anti-thesis of what they really are or potentially are.

instances like:
xx i hate xx

.mats n minahs. liars. busybodies. liars. green. school. sylvester sim. HYPOCRITES. two faced ass. jerks. sluts. sentimentals. egoistical ppl.

hahaha how apt. this poor soul must have been a very deprived person and has violent inclinations therefore summing up his/her hate list.

or he/she must have viewed him/herself as a literate, superior being with a few years acquisition of secondary school experiences so it gives them a sense of superiority.

i mean, if u dont lie or aint a busybody, that would give u a right to hate one, but it wouldnt be a gd thing to do that haha.

i've experienced people who hates hypocrites but are one themselves, which is disgusting i tell u haha. really.

i dont usually hand out hate endorsements but that trait is really disgusting haha.

hate, is a very complex and underestimated issue.

"i hate u" is a total understatement.

spread love haha.

17 Dec 2004

Happy 1 year anniversary to me and Cik Ct Nurhuda.

im still lovin' u.

i remember today, a year ago, when i sang the song "Girlfriend" to you as i presented to you my proposal.

As i went along the verse "Would u be my girlfriend?", u replied "No way man!"

Undeterred, i initiated my kurang kasih sayang martial move by chanting "wei she maa? wei she maa? wei she maa??"

i remembered your reply till this very day.

You said, "Because i am koda aka chip. And my partner should be yana aka mighty mouse aka dale. Together, we are chip & dale. And don't u dare argue with me about this! "

I put on an ultra-sad face but it still didnt move u.

To settle matters, i decided to pull your hair and smash your face into the wall.

Inspired by Jet, i smashed your face into the wall as i asked u repeatedly "Are u gonna be my girl??"

Finally, after 17 smashes, u gave in and said yes.

i was overcomed with joy and after that, we hugged and kissed.

The fact that i kissed your smashed up face symbolises my undying love to you hahaha.

Fast forward to today,

It has been a long ride but i feel u as i felt u the past 365 days and im loving u more everyday.

HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY BABY!

****

i read this web journal of a girl. She was going through a controversy which reeks of what i went through a few weeks ago. hah. I would like to salute the minah-tudung-tak-alim-confident for the way she handled the issue haha. Hypocrites, wat else. Scourges of the society. There should be a campaign to stamp them out of social circles and actions should be taken to isolate them, and make them repent by tickling their feets or caressing their armpits. Facing the situation that she faced, I would have done e same thing if i were her. U go gurlfren! wah lau whey!

cyber frens are cool!! real frens? they suck!

the pros of having a cyber fren is, u can talk everything under the sun with them, describe yourself to them as what u want yourself to be, and yet, they still dont have a clue to what u really are and would still remain gd frens with u for as long as u carry on the masquerade.

for example i could be a 16 yr old geek who hides behind the computer screen all day long, and yet i could be a 36 yr old successful entreprenuer having a cyber-stead from Australia in the cyber world.

its not the same as real frens, where they could detect fakeness through body language and could see who an individual really is through their eyes.

one of the many gd things abt having a cyber fren is, u could receive emotional support from them when ur really down, and be consoled with words of all the gd things abt u without ever knowing all the bad just because ur feeling down.

wah..heng cool leh like tat! i also want a cyber fren liaoz!

but the thing is, u would never improve as a person when u have frens who tell u all the gd things u want to hear and not the bad ones abt urselves.

a study in human sociology suggests that a person, even if they have thousands of frens, but none does point out their shortcomings, would probably not be much better than another person with one friend always pointing out their mistakes or flaws in character, and yet willing to change for the better.

to quote someone i found while surfing thru the waves of the internet.

"how can a person truly noe wat is their real personality? izzit when their peers tell them wat they want u to be?"

in my opinion, this someone here is lost in the midst of his intellectual banter between the gd and bad sides of his mind.

a person should noe him/herself better than anyone. if he/she doesnt, their friends are there to guide them to the reality of who they are. Friends are there to give u feedback abt your personality. Whether or not one want to change their personality or attitude to mould themselves into a better person, its entirely up to the individual.

True frens would give u some bad feedback abt yourself, because NOBODY is perfect.


Everybody makes mistakes, but its up to them to have the courage to admit it and apologise. And not portray oneself as the innocent party all e time and run away from reality.

So after the amalgamation of the two analysis, the choice of having cyber frens is seemingly a gd one.

hence, the analogy :"cyber frens are cool!"

Although i would beg to differ and gladly choose real frens.

Disclaimer: The article above has nothing to do with the living, dead or the living dead. Its purely an individual's take on a study in society.

Raya outing on sunday 28/11 was a blast. Although there were a bit lesser people compared to previous years, the fun level remained unchanged.

btw, that was gd thinking to use propaganda to insinuate protests of your innocence and supposed people's misconception of u and to end issues. tell u what, the end was over long ago, but was kickstarted due to blatant indignance.